Tuesday, March 10, 2009

The beginning

I think it may be the beginning of the end now. I've been having abdominal pain all night, and it seems to be getting slightly more pronounced as the day drags on.

I finally let myself cry today. Now I'm afraid I won't be able to stop.

You know, I feel like I'm always saying goodbye.
I've barely even said "Hello," before I have to let them go.

10 comments:

Bluebird said...

((Hugs)) sweet girl. I hope the physical pain is over quickly. And I'm glad you let yourself cry. Goodbye's are hearbreaking. I'm so sorry.

~*~Bodhi~*~ said...

Let yourself cry rivers of tears if it helps. During my latest miscarriage, I barely cried at all...the tears have started in the past week or so, thats how long it took me to process what had happened.

Bug {{(hugs}} coming your way...

Much love

Rach
x x

Cara said...

I'm so sorry you have to be tortured like this. Cry- just let it all out.

xoxo

birdsandsquirrels said...

Oh hun, I'm sorry. I know the waiting has been hard, and I hope the physical pain passes quickly. I say take plenty of vicodin. Make them give you some.
This whole thing is just not fair. Hugs.

Jodi said...

Cry hun. it is the best way to let out the emotions you have hun. big hugs sweet heart.

Kristin said...

Many {{{hugs}}} abd orayers. Let yourself cry. Hell, let yourself rage at the universe if you need to. I wish I could be there for you.

A Decade of BFNs said...

You cry sweetie...don't keep it in. Let it all out and know we are all here for you

(((((((((((((((huggs))))))))))))

Michelle said...

I hope it goes quickly now. Sending you lots of hugs! Hang in there ad take care of yourself!

wereyoulookingforme said...

((BIG HUGS)) I am so sorry you are going through this. We'll be here to hold you up and help you through. I do have some vicodin in my medicine cabinet if you need some.

Parenthood For Me said...

I am so sorry. Crying is good. You are very strong.