Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Almost, but not quite

No miracle.

It grew a little, but barely so. Still empty. Still blood in there, but now there's a lot more. I was told to go home and wait to miscarry, my RE said that by the looks of things he thinks that it should happen soon.

I'll be going in for repeat loss testing after this miscarriage is underway.

The embedded video is a song, "Almost" by Tracy Chapman... it really echoes how I feel right now.

20 comments:

G$ said...

I just sent you an email, glad you posted. Glad for the RPL testing to come. Not glad for the news :(

My heart breaks for you hun. Know that you are in my thoughts.

Tara said...

I am so sorry. I wish there were words.

I am glad that they will do testing.

Many hugs, sister.

birdsandsquirrels said...

Oh, hun, I'm so sorry. I've been checking all afternoon to see if you had posted yet, hoping for that miracle. My heart hurts for you. It's just so fucking unfair.

Guera! said...

I am so very sorry.

~*~Bodhi~*~ said...

I'm so sorry, I wish I couldn't say that I know how you feel but unfortunately I can....

Much love

xxxxx

Kristin said...

I am so damned sorry. My heart is just breaking for you. I've been in your shoes way too many times...and I know nothing is going to make it better right now.

Penny said...

I'm so sorry. Perhaps the testing will give you some answers.

Missy said...

I'm so sorry. We're all here for you. I feel the same way everyone else does. My heart breaks for you and it is so unfair.

Debbie said...

I'm so sorry.

The Steadfast Warrior said...

Damn!!!!! I'm in tears right now and SO wish this wasn't happening to you! I am so very sorry. I'm glad your Dr is looking into testing. Hopefully there will be answers. Just. So. Sorry.

Cara said...

I'm so very sorry you are going through this. Thinking of you.

'Murgdan' said...

I'm so so sorry. :-(

WiseGuy said...

I know how hard it is to be going through this. Hugs.

Mandy said...

Ahh, Iwas relly huping to hear good news. Thinking of you...

Celia said...

I am so sorry.

Antigone said...

I'm very sorry.

Brenna said...

I'm so sorry. I wish no one had to go through this, ever.

Tash said...

Damn, I am so, so sorry.

A n T said...

Here from LFCA: So sorry for your loss. (((hugs)))

battynurse said...

Damn. I'm so sorry. Hugs to you.