I got a beta, I had them run it stat, so it should be in later today.
They won't give me an u/s.
She said it's too early to see anything, and I said I know but that I wanted to see it since I never got to see mine last time. I told her that if I m/c then I wanted to have that. She still wouldn't let me :(
I already got the beta, and I really don't want to go to the ER. So I probably won't ever see this baby. It might as well already be gone.
I get pregnant, I m/c, and I am never ever gonna see a baby in my womb.
This sucks. I know, I shouldn't give up yet... but I am bleeding a lot, it feels a lot like last time. I even passed a clot a little bit ago. I'm pretty sure it's over.