Friday, August 22, 2008



I need to learn how to do that, compose myself and hold myself together.

I'm going to visit my brother's kids soon.

I don't mind the visiting part. I love spending time with them...

It's the after that I worry about.

I always walk away empty, hallow, with this vague knowledge of what I am missing, and it hurts.

1 comment:

Penny said...

I'm so sorry. There's nothing to prevent those feelings, I think. Just be easy on yourself - the feelings will come up and you will pass through them and be safe on the other side.