Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Yup. Still negative.

This isn't a real post, just an update. Still negative, sooooo... no surprises there.

Guess I'll be buying more OPKs for next month and we'll play the "Will she ovulate, or won't she?" game. PCOS FTW!!! Except not.

I have a lot of house projects to keep me occupied, so that helps. I do my best to keep busy, it's the only way I know how to cope. Other than eating. A lot.

I won't lie and say I'm not disappointed. Even though the negative was expected, I was still hoping. Which just makes me feel like an idiot. Like, my body said, "Really? You think that you could get another pregnancy in just 4 lousy cycles. HA! As if." Everything is one big joke to my body when it comes to reproduction.


Rebecca said...

I get the eating thing. Hoping that you have better luck next cycle.

Sadie said...

Sorry this isn't your month. I always get that peculiar mix of disappointment and feeling foolish for being tricked - yet again - by my body's cruel jokes. Hoping for you as you move into the next cycle.