Thursday, May 19, 2011

That would happen to me :(

After I ate dinner tonight, I noticed I was a little more crampy than normal. I felt like maybe I had peed myself a little. I stood up... and blood just gushed and gushed out of me and down my legs.

Rushed to the ER because, hello... pregnant, bleeding, and on anti-coagulants.

Where I proceeded to bleed all over their room... seriously. They evaluated me for the possible miscarriage, and to make sure I wasn't hemorrhaging.

The good news... they gave me morphine. Seriously though, my blood was okay and Nombie was still in there. It's heart was still beating. We saw and heard it on an abdominal ultrasound.

The bad news... I was bleeding a lot. I mean, it was pouring out of me. And I passed some rather large clots. So things do not look good. I am still cramping, and bleeding... the bleeding isn't as heavy at the moment... but it's still there. They couldn't find the source of it on the ultrasound... maybe because it was abdominal? I don't know, but I don't find that reassuring. That much blood, I would like to know exactly where it's coming from and why.

I have to follow up with my RE in the morning... for now we're playing a game of wait and see.... I hate that game.

14 comments:

'Murgdan' said...

Oooohhhhh. Cursing. Hitting the table. Waiting to hear more. Thinking of you.

Two People in Love said...

I am so so sorry that you are going through this! My fingers are crossed for you and nombie! (((hugs)))

blueeyedtawni said...

crossing finges and toes nombie stays put. maybe its a cyst?
many hugs

Celia said...

Oh baby. That is so scary. I am praying for you.

Melis.sa said...

((hug)) while pregnant with my daughter, e, i had that @10 weeks. they never figured out the source of it. it happened again at 34 weeks too. e was fine and i carried her to term. hoping the bleeding stops and the rest of the pregnancy goes smoothly

Dora said...

OMG! How scary! Glad to hear that Nombie's heart is beating away. Please keep us updated. Thinking of you.

Lissie said...

So sorry sweetheart! I will be thinking of you today and sending lots of positive thoughts your way!

abracadabrababy said...

How awful. Maybe some of your friends and family will have a better understanding of how you have been feeling now (although I'm sure they were just trying to be supportive and optimistic because that's all they really know how to do for you). Thinking of you and hoping for the best. Hang in there.

CrysHouse said...

I have prayed that against all odds and circumstances, God would intervene for your pregnancy and your sanity.

Hang in there. So many of us are pulling for you.

Shelby said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. This must be so scary for you. I can't begin to imagine. I'll be thinking of you and Nombie today and wishing the best for both of you.

Bobbi said...

I will be keeping you and Nombie in my prayers. :(

Rebecca said...

That is really scary!

Joey said...

How stressful and scary for you. So sorry to hear about the trouble you're having. Love & prayers sent your way.

Joey
http://thechildlessmom.blogspot.com

birdsandsquirrels said...

Oh sweetie, that is so scary. I'm glad that Nombie is hanging in there, and I hope that the bleeding stops. Keeping all 3 of you in my thoughts...