Thursday, November 21, 2013

Still here-

I'm still here and as far as I know everything is still okay. No spotting or bleeding, a new pregnancy symptom, cramping off and on, just waiting it out until the next appointment.

Maybe once a day I allow myself a little freak out. Mostly I just let myself forget I'm pregnant and live in denial... it's a lot easier that way. I am worried that we'll go in Monday and find that either one or both are no longer growing, either scenario is pretty crappy- I'd much rather go in and find them both thriving.

These two weeks have been incredibly slow.

I have a few plans over the next couple days, so I'm hoping that they'll help make the time go faster.

Four more days.

6 comments:

Celia said...

I am glad you are bored/boring. We are also bored/boring. My appointment is Wednesday.

Sadie said...

Aaaahhh, I somehow managed to miss the whole twins thing!! Totally amazing. Sending so many good thoughts to *all three* of you that things look perfect on Monday.

Denial is indeed a decent strategy in these early days/weeks. I've relied on it often myself. Our next u/s (the NT screening) is Wednesday, and as each appointment approaches I get more anxious, because it's all so real again.

Hoping for wonderful news for both of us next week!

iamstacey said...

Oh my gosh, bless your heart - and your poor belly! I know it's all for a good cause, but after wearing that Zofran pump for four months, I know how hard it gets to stick that needle in one more time.

But far worse is the excrutiating wait between appointments. Keep breathing, keep drinking lots of fluids and get lots of rest! Sounds like such useless things to do. But this is the hard part, every day that passes is another day closer to that next ultrasound! I'm thinking of you!

Rebecca said...

Haha yeah I've been doing the whole I'm not pregnant to my mind too so that I can try to prevent some stress especially when the cramping hits hard.

jessiwallace said...

Thanks for the update! ;) Looking forward to the results of your next appointment. I have great feelings for you!

Melis.sa said...

:) I've been thinking about you! I hope the weekend flies by and the next appointment is full of only great things! I say if it works to not think about it, keep not thinking about it