Well if things are still growing in there, I should be five weeks pregnant today. I've been pretty crampy off and on, but still no spotting or bleeding. Hoping that's a good sign! I've had a little nausea the last couple of nights too.
The closer we get to the ultrasound the more anxious I'm getting. I hate getting early ultrasounds, I'm always afraid to look. I mean they are amazing (when things are where they should be) but it's so overwhelming. I can't ever decide where to look first... away or at the screen. I usually just want to run out of the room and say forget it.
I have a nagging fear over Monday: I go between worrying that there won't be anything in there, to that there will be too many in there.
I don't know if I'm going to update right away. I may want to take a little time to process things, good or bad. I don't know. Please don't freak out if I don't update right away... I'm looking at you Celia, I know you've been watching like a hawk! I'll probably update when I get home, I can't seem to stay away from here, but in case I don't... please, please have patience.