Thursday, November 7, 2013

Five weeks... I guess?

Well if things are still growing in there, I should be five weeks pregnant today. I've been pretty crampy off and on, but still no spotting or bleeding. Hoping that's a good sign! I've had a little nausea the last couple of nights too.

The closer we get to the ultrasound the more anxious I'm getting. I hate getting early ultrasounds, I'm always afraid to look. I mean they are amazing (when things are where they should be) but it's so overwhelming. I can't ever decide where to look first... away or at the screen. I usually just want to run out of the room and say forget it.

I have a nagging fear over Monday: I go between worrying that there won't be anything in there, to that there will be too many in there.

I don't know if I'm going to update right away. I may want to take a little time to process things, good or bad. I don't know. Please don't freak out if I don't update right away... I'm looking at you Celia, I know you've been watching like a hawk! I'll probably update when I get home, I can't seem to stay away from here, but in case I don't... please, please have patience.

5 comments:

Sadie said...

Those all sound like very promising signs!

As you know, I was (am) completely terrified at the thought of each and every scan. For a few days, having seen that heartbeat calms me and gives me some hope, but as each new u/s appointment rolls around, I start getting anxious in advance. My next scan is Monday too, so I'll be thinking of you and hoping for great news for both of us. Big hug!

jessiwallace said...

Take your time, we'll be stalking but we understand. ;) LOL Everything sounds promising to me!!

Momma, PhD said...

You do what you've got to do. Still hoping/praying that all is well!

Celia said...

ahaha, I am all up in your cheese whiz. Take all the time you need, sometimes writing makes it better and sometimes writing makes it..realer. Which is not a word but you know what I mean. I'll be thinking of you.

Melis.sa said...

Thinking of you!! I hope it's perfect and you take a great nap afterwards since I'm sure you won't sleep well before :)