Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Coincidences-

I get little things every now and then, things that remind me of my lost ones. Like my pendants, my tattoo, the tree and two bushes in the backyard, the sleeping angel, the three little birds statues... I've always associated the first one with birds, hence my tattoo for that one being a sparrow. And ever since then, it's just been a thing... birds make me think of my babies. So those three little birds were just so perfect, on sale, three different colors, unique, adorable. They watch us from the mantle, and I adore them.

I've had a tattoo design in mind for all three since the last one. It incorporates all three of my losses, intertwined. The colors I chose to use are the birthstones for the months I lost them, as opposed to when they would have been due. I have since painted that design, and am just waiting until we take a break from treatments or move on altogether. It looked better than I imagined, and I can't wait to get it done.

I didn't realize it until just now though, but those colors are the same as my three little birds. It was quite unintentional. I bought the birds on a whim, and there were three colors- so I got one of each. This was after the last loss, during the winter still. I wasn't even thinking of the new tattoo design quite yet, or about what colors it would be. I didn't mean to buy birds in corresponding colors to the months I lost my little ones, but I did.

When I looked up there just now, it made me smile as I realized this. Something so small, purely coincidental, but so right.

6 comments:

iamstacey said...

I can't wait to see it! It sounds beautiful!

Melis.sa said...

((HUGS))

That is awesome.

Kristin said...

I love that the birds are such a PERFECT representation of your 3 lost ones and I can't wait to see your tattoo design.

Do I Have to Be a D.I.N.K.? said...

Can't wait to see the tat design! What a great way to remember.

birdsandsquirrels said...

I love the idea of the birds. What an amazing coincidence!

Negative Nelly said...

When are you getting it done? Post pics!