Friday, February 11, 2011

I don't want to-

5 days in and my watching calories and exercising everyday is going well. So yay me! My muscles all hate me, I'm sore EVERYWHERE, my legs feel like jello, but I'm toughing it out.

In other news... unfortunately, it looks like I did not ovulate after all. I know I need to start a new cycle soon because of the risk of endometrial cancer going up the longer I wait, my period will be longer and heavier, and blah blah blah... but I just don't want to call my doctor.

Now picture me saying that last line, but squealing and tossing my arms like a child throwing a tantrum. I JUST DON'T WANNA!

I feel a little better now. No, wait; no I don't. Because I'm still going to have to call someone and ask for provera. And then after that either refills or birth control pills. I know that birth control pills is probably the smart move, but I don't want to damn it. I just spent all this time trying to get pregnant, I don't want to take birth control pills. But, I know they'd regulate my hormones, and they've always done my body good. Sometimes I even ovulate a cycle coming off of them. But... I don't want to.

It's such a poor excuse, but there you have it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Congratulations on the first five days. I too am attempting a similar goal to cut back and exercise. Well done!