Nothing on the ovulation front... big surprise there, eh?
And my primary care doctor never called me back about my Vitamin D dose, so I guess they'll be getting a call from me tomorrow.
I've been getting really sad off and on, thinking about my pregnancy/loss at this time two years ago. I really have a lot of emotions with that one that I haven't fully dealt with yet. I feel like no one wants to hear about it anymore, that I'm beating a dead horse here, that I'm being ridiculous. But it was really hard on me, I dealt with it as best I could, and it wasn't enough. I feel like screaming about it still, screaming about what exactly I went through, what I saw, what I felt, what I lost.
But no one wants to hear it.
So I stopped talking about it. Sometimes I feel like I should just stop talking about all of this, because it's all old news to everyone and no one cares... some of them never did.
I'm trying to heal, to make peace with all this, but it's so hard.