Friday, April 27, 2012
4 months out-
I'm really excited about this coming year. I've spent so many years in uncertainty that I'm really enjoying the moment and looking forward of things to come. I can't remember the last time I've felt this way.
I keep thinking about how awesome next Christmas will be. Last Christmas was the best one in years- before that one, we'd given up all hope of a biological child. I remember that Christmas, we'd filled our "Wish" ornament with our wishes, and then we told them to each other. Our wishes were the same- that we'd get enough money for adoption, and for a house. While neither of those wishes came true, I wouldn't trade what we have now for the world. Things aren't perfect- far from it- but they're wonderful.