Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Son of a -

So, definitely a no go.

P4 1.9

Today is officially cycle day 1.

I talk to the RE tomorrow, and have a baseline... and a Q and A session.

Q's like,
"What the hell went wrong?"
"What are you going to do different?"
"Why didn't I ovulate?"
"Can we try higher doses of injects and HCG?"
"Where is my baby?"

There better not be any cysts. I will be a mad woman if there is!

Wait, I'm already a mad woman...


G$ said...

Fuck! I am sorry hun.

Anonymous said...

Oh no! I'm sorry. This completely sucks. Your RE better have some answers for you and a better plan for next cycle. I hope you are cyst free as well.

I actually had a dream last night that I checked your blog and you posted great beta numbers. Clearly I'm rooting for you even in my sleep.

I'm sorry that this cycle was a no go. Your RE better try another strategy with you, including higher doses and not the slow and low stims, which clearly didn't work despite a damned good try.

Celia said...

That sucks. I have a whole bag of potato chips ready for when I get my test results tomorrow.

Remember- when you just don't wanna shovel anymore emotions- potato chips and ice cream are there for you. I am not even pretending to be on a diet right now.

Girl, I am so sorry and I hope they get a handle on your ovaries soon.

The Steadfast Warrior said...

Damn it! I'm sorry. This sucks.

I hope you get some good answers to your very valid questions. And trust me, you're not any more nuts than the rest of us. We all come by it honestly. :)

Kristin said...

Gawd how frustrating. I am so sorry. {{{Hugs}}}

Dora said...

Damn! I'm sorry. Truly sucks!

Is there any way you an talk your RE into trying femara? So many top clinics use it, I don't understand his problem with it.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry this wasn't the round. :( I think those are good questions to lay out for your doc! I wonder all the time if I'm really ovulating, too. I'm wondering this same thing all during my 2WW. Definitely ask your doc to explain the plan of attack for the next round!

Michelle said...

That just really sucks to the core!!! I am sorry!

'Murgdan' said...


Jessi Wallace said...

OMG!! I am so so so sorry!! I find out mine in the morning and like you, I will literally hurt someone if my P4 is even below 10. I've had enough of this bull!

Penny said...

Damnit. I've been following along but not commenting, because I'm lame, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry this cycle is a bust. It went on far too long, I agree. That doc better have some answers as to why it went so long and what he's going to do to make it better next time.

I will cross my fingers for you about the cysts thing. I was madder than hell when I finally got one, arg!