Monday, July 6, 2009

Quiet

As you may have noticed, I have been a little MIA here lately. I didn't mean to, it just sort of happened. I think part of it was being busy; with school, with work, with ridiculous family bickerings. The other part is that I don't have much to say right now, I'm really just trying not to think too much about where I am currently and what's coming up.

I slacked off all day and now must face the consequences: late night laundry.
So, I figure that if I was ever going to have the time, it would be now.

The abdominal pain finally subsided a few days ago. Thank goodness, that was ridiculous. I was told it may come back when I give myself the booster HCG trigger- which is tomorrow - but we'll see. I also go in for my P4 tomorrow. So, we'll finally see what is up with that number I guess.

I tested yesterday and the test came back negative, so I am assuming the trigger was either completely out or mostly out.

I thought everything was going fine until today, when I noticed quite a bit of spotting. I am now on red alert. Part of me wants to believe it was implantation spotting, but part of my fears the worst... the spotting was quite a bit more than it would be for implantation spotting, so I wonder if the end is near already.... I am only 8 days past ovulation. It would be total chaos and disorder.

I suppose that I'm going to have to just wait and see what happens tomorrow.

8 comments:

'Murgdan' said...

so much waiting and seeing....isn't that all we ever do?

Celia said...

Waiting sucks. I could not decide if I should test or not, just to see. But in the end I decided to wait. ARGH. Good luck. I have been hitting the potato chips pretty hard.

WiseGuy said...

Ugh...dear comment...please go through...


Waiting for you...hoping for you...and whatever the outcome, standing with you!

shannon said...

I am so sorry for the spotting. I pray it turns out to be implant and not AF. Saying a big prayer for you babe!

Kristin said...

Keeping my fingers crossed for you.

iamstacey said...

I'm keepin'up hope for us both! I think we're both at about the same ucky place in our 2WW. I keep over-analyzing every twinge and cramp. No spotting for me so far ... can't decided if it's a good or a bad sign. Not knowing sucks!!
Also had the late-night-laundry punishment. And the washer spit up. :(

Michelle said...

I have everything crossed and I am sending nothing but positive thoughts your way!

Jessi Wallace said...

Good luck with your P4! I hope the spotting you're experiencing is implantation... 8 DPO seems too early for AF so it better stay away! Rooting for you!!